dont cry because its OVER
smile because it HAPPENED

dream as if you'll life forever

live as if you'll die today

only as high as i reach can i grow

only as deep as i look can i see

only as much as i dream i can be

find a reason to smile and never let it get away!!

nobody can go back start and a new beginning

but anyone can start today and make a new ending!

                                                         -XOXOXOXOXOXO-

i dont wanna run away.

but i cant take it dont understand

if im not made for you then why

is that any way what i can stay

                       
                                                            IN YOUR ARMS



                                                                                                     -if you're not the one-

EXAMS!!

I really hate the 'exam'. Why should there be 'test'? everyone would hate the words 'exam'. 14 maret 2011 it was the first test day and until now I have not learned any lessons, you know why? because I really hate the word test. made global warming. with exams we spend a lot of paper and it could make global warming. if exam supervisors able to get the business, no problem. but if the supervisor stern, stingy and annoying waow it became a disaster for me. cheating is usually the first things students do to get a high score and when it gets difficult. why and why should the invented exams? exams are not promising students become more clever, can actually make students stressed and tired with the test words. yeah especially with the typical person like me who are very very lazy learning. I hope one day the words of such tests be deleted by the government .... amiinn

miss you so much,so damn!

I miss you so much. I said that i moved on but still those memories doesn't fade so easily.

I remember the time when u told me u like me

I remember the time when u first hold my hand

I remember the time when u first hug me like u really don't want me to leave

I remember the time when u asked me what to do to cheer me up

I remember the time when u kissed my hair

I remember the time when we stared at each other eyes

It was wonderful. Absolutely the best thing that can happen in my life.

U don't know α thing about my life but it is real, u are the one who completes me.

No i'm not loving u anymore. In fact, i don't think that i have ever love u.

It's just u bring me so much memories to remember.

U completed me somehow. U know how to treat me right even just for α while

bruno mars-move on

How do I end up in the same old place,

faced again with the same mistakes,

so stubborn thinking I know what is right,

but life proves me wrong everytime,

taking roads that lead me nowhere,

how do I expect to get there,

but when will I learn to just put you first.

I come to you now when I need you,

but why do I wait to come see you,

I always try to do this on my own

but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

Can I move on.

Oh

When I awake it's you that makes me strong,

and I know that you've been with me all along,

so many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,

with you life is so easy why do I make it hard,

oh taking roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I

Learn to just put you first.

Hey!

I come to you now when I need you,

but why do I wait to come see you,

I always try to do this on my own

but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

I get out of my own way, let you have your way.

Cause I realize I'm no good on my own,

I'm there for you, I'll sell for you

I can't live without you. Noooo

I come to you now when I need you, why do I wait to come see you,

I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong.

With only you, only you, with only you.

Can I move on, can I move on, can I move on.

friend :3

my love for my friends is enormous. I want my friendship never loose. nothing can replace a friend. so did my parents. I really liked them. support when I fell. always makes me laugh. all of them. I already knew everything. because I love them. then I do not want to lose their

Quote by Audrey Hepburn

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you will never walk alone. People, even more than things have to be restored, renew, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed:

Never throw out anyone."

-Audrey Hepburn

to sir with love :3

Those school girl day
if telling tales and biting nails are gone
But in my mind I know they still live on and on
But how do you thank someone
who was taken you from crayons to perfume
It isn’t easy but I’ll try
If you wanted the sky
I’d write across the sky in letters
That would soar a thousand feet high
To sir with love
The time has come
For closing books and lock less looks like stares
And as I leave I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong
And weak from strong that’s a lot to learn
What can I give you in return
If you wanted the moon
I would try to make a start but I
Would rather you let give my heart
To sir with love

little and big things

a little things could changes everything, but a big things could beat the little things and changes everything. but if the little things already taking over even the things that already happen could be changes and thats makes the little things stronger. and i'm the litle things. would that happen? i dont know. the future will spoken and we still dont know what the universe has to speak and let the truth taking over the big things and small things. and thats when we know who's win, big things or small things?

you know? i love you boy!

it's started from our first chat

i thougt it just a little crush,&now became bigger,bigger&BIGGER!

i don't know wht sholud i do. moving on or still loving you. 

please stay away from me. that'll make it better :''''')

you'll happy&i'm..........fine:'-]

but before that,please give your smile for the last time.....that's enough

it doesn't mean i'm not loving you anymore

i'll always love you but i just gonna keep it in my deepest heart.

so...nobody knows :'-)

thanks for coming to my life

thanks for our sweet memories

thanks for cheering me up

you're the best chatmate i ever had!

i..

just....

wanna......

say....

it....

for....

the.....

last....

time....

I LOVE YOU for now,tomorrow&forever :'-)

i knew i needed

Ooh)
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you’re something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don’t wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You’re the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it’s so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You’re the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always

Who’d knew that I’d be here (who’d knew that I’d be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you’re the…

You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it’s so clear I need you here always

dear someone with initials R:

if we never meet again,i will always remember you,at most in my heart of hearts, still kept your name,will you do the same to me?of course....BIG NO!!that's make me hurts.absolutely when you loving the other girl:(i'm hurt so damn!!!!!.but the life must go on.....i will always trying to throwing you so far away from my memories&my life:)goodluck there!xoxo~

that's you

if someday you stand beside me just believe one thing that I LOVE YOU just you that's you someone in my dream someone in my heart and I promise I always loving and caring you punish me if I don't do that! why you don't believe it? I swear my love it's just for you just you can answer my heart question my mind problem just you can make me smile you are my guardian angel just don't go away just don't leave me alone I need you here! That's you the guy who can make me feel sad, my question it's why you give me fake hope then you leave me until my heart broke? congratulation you make me feel not alive anymore but I'm glad I still have R-----

Russian Roulette

Take a breath, take it deep. "Calm yourself," he says to me.
If you play, you play for keeps take the gun and count to three
I'm sweating now, moving slow

No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself. He says, "Close your eyes, sometimes it helps"
And then I get a scary thought that he's here means he's never lost

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye but it's too late to think of the value of my life

You can see my heart beating , you can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving, no
Know that I must pass this test so just pull the trigger

friends

I love my Friends.

Who always with me 

Whatever happen.

Whoever hurt my heart.

Whenever I need 'em.

Wherever I am.

However my problem.

THEY'RE-ALWAYS-HERE

WITH ME

When no one cares.

When nobody need me.

When I'm throwed.

But you always

Suppporting me in ever ways I take

Lead me to the right way

Treat me right from wrong

Cooling me down when I'm angry

Teasing me when I'm moody.

Accompany me when I'm down like this.

 Thanks for eveything!

Arinta 

Purnama

Ghina

Elditia
 
Fauziah 

Putri

Amel

Atika  

Nada

Dhita

Rima

Fina

Marini

&many more!

Listen,I'll do the same things for all of you

But I just can't believe we'll separated.

May we'll walk on our own way.

But we're UNSEPARATED.

I'm fear to losing you.

And I just scared that I can't found a friend like you.

How can I forget all of you after this all?

Too much love for you guys. 

Damn I'm in love with all of you.

7 things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you
The seven things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh
You make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just to know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just to know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

i miss you

i miss your smile i miss your laugh i miss everything.

i see u everyday and all i can do is smile and wave.

when i really want you back, icare so much for you.

i don't understand,what did i do?............

i thought we would be together for so long

you were so sweet and charming with your words you said

but something happened i don't know what went wrong

i cried so bad just lying in my bed..........

i Say i am over you but i really know

i can't forget you and never will

i want you back and i love you so much

you don't even care and don't even know.

i feel like you like another girl

you don't know how it feels

i guess we'll be together again like i had wished.

i will never forget you and the times we had.

i don't hate you and im not pissed.

i just miss you so and you'll never know

i know you

I knew your dreams Because we used to talk For hours at a time. I knew your friendship Because you were always there When I needed your comfort. I knew your pain Because you trusted me enough To share your past with me. I knew your fears Because you helped me To see that mine were the same. I knew what was important to you Because you were always So honest with me. I knew your goals Because I felt the enthusiasm In your words when you talked of them. I knew your guidance Because you patiently explained The things I didn't understand. I knew your heart Because I saw right into it And felt it a part of my own. I knew your honor Because you let me go When I fell in love with you. And I knew your love Because you wouldn't let me dream of us together

i miss you at night.

I miss you at night,remembering the past

I want to cry

. I miss it all that

. when you started jealous when I was chatting with another guy, when you soothe me when I cry, when you share the joy with me

. when you called me and say "hello.''

forgive me for all my mistakes.

but one thing, I dont believe you decided to break up because of what I usually did.

I'm sure there's Another thing that made you decided to break up.

for what you came back here? for what? you just want to play with my heart, make me sick.

if I could forget you? I'll do it! but the trutth, i can't . I've tried, I've tried, and appealed to God so that I can let you go, but what, no answer from them

. whoever it is, whatever it is, who has taken you from me, is one who has won everything . what are you jealous of me? please return her to me. I really love him, I will not make me cry in front of him when we broke if I did not love him. I am writing this blog when you're sleeping. you always Just leave me to sleep without saying goodbye. , sweet dreams, I hope I will be there in your dreams. i still love you. dont go with another girl. i will be so angry with you.

Girl Language.

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.

When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.

When I ignore you, give me your attention.

When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.

When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.

When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.

If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.

When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.